veronica_rich: (writer's block)
veronica_rich ([personal profile] veronica_rich) wrote2007-04-14 12:38 pm

Writing considerations

Who else out there is female but prefers writing male characters to female ones, by and large? I don't mean in the sense of having someone to lust over or wish you were with - I'm talking about having empathy with that character enough to want to tell a story about him.

While there are certainly moments in time I wish I could escape the biological processes of being female (including water retention), the fact is that I like this gender better than I'd like being a man, I suspect. And I confess, also partly because it's still socially easier to openly sigh over men if you're a woman, rather than if you're a gay man. There are other reasons, but I'll not go into those.

Certainly I prefer watching male characters largely if I think they're attractive, both in body and interest of character. But there's something beyond that, and I think it may be more than simply "the guys get the best adventures." I never felt the need to write about Buffy or Bones (not the "Trek" one) or Xena, though I appreciate and enjoy all of them. The last female I really would have had any interest in writing about, had I been old enough (I was 5), was Wonder Woman/Diana. There are plenty of female characters I could pick if I simply wanted to BE them or emulate them.

But that's not why I write. I write fanfic because I see something there that either the creator didn't, or didn't have time or inclination to explore further. For me, fanfic - and original fic - is character-driven. I'm not so good with the plot, I usually treat it as secondary (and I pay for it with frequent writer's block, because it's sort of necessary to drive things along). And when I write, I generally prefer to write male characters, both in fanfic and original fic.

I've tried writing female characters, but I don't enjoy it as much - even being female doesn't seem to help much in that respect. I simply don't find them as fascinating as male characters. When I was younger, this made me feel like a traitor to the cause, but I eventually learned to accept what I am and concentrate on the choices that stem from that.

[identity profile] captsparrow4evr.livejournal.com 2007-04-15 01:28 am (UTC)(link)
Personally, I like writing from the male perspective more because they are generally freer to move in historical society as well as modern day. I have written female characters but I like writing male characters more. Like you, I enjoy being female (okay, everybody sing--"I enjoy being a girl") but I've never felt like I really _was_ a girl. It's weird because I've always felt male on the inside, like the rules that apply to females shouldn't apply to me because I'm only female on the outside. Truthfully, if I had a sex change, I would end up being gay because I love men (the look, the smell of them, the sound of their voices, how solid they feel, the whole experience). I guess that is why I write about men more than women.

Wow, I think that's the first time I've ever talked about that publicly. Veronica, what have you done to me?!?!;)

[identity profile] veronica-rich.livejournal.com 2007-04-15 02:44 am (UTC)(link)
I would have to agree about the being gay thing - that's why I'm glad I'm a woman! Less social ostracization for liking what I naturally prefer.

Aww, you should probably talk more about it. Or better, write more stories.